today i saw the greatest thing of all

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:23:07 GMT

yo..... my moon is in aries. kewl.

Hmmmm

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 03:43:16 GMT

Dear and the headlights - I just do.

the bear's name was BALOO not baboo. i'm dumb.

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 09:48:38 GMT

it's almost 6 in the morning and i don't care. i love you more than i love anything, more than any one human being could ever love another. i just can't wait to hold your head in my hands and say it to your face. i'm going to bed now. good morning.

i'm about to fall asleep 700 miles away with only your voice in my head but

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 05:10:42 GMT

i just had to say that i have never been this happy and that i love you with all of me

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 02:51:00 GMT

so much love.....so much

i feel so untouched and i want you so much

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 06:00:57 GMT

Happy

well take what you want from me, you deserve it all

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 21:24:14 GMT

I've got nothing, you should see me,
I smoke myself to sleep
And blame postmodern things I can't relate,
Like summer camp and coastal states
Like alcohol and coffee beans
Dance floors and magazines
I think its safe to say I've only got myself to blame

B is for believing you'd always be here for me.
E is for everything, even when we see it though.
C, c is for seeing through you, you are a fake, which brings me to
A because, because, you always run away.

I never finish phrases, I misspell.
Open arms are prison cells.
When I said, "I hate what I've become"
I lied, I hated who I was.

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 14:40:44 GMT

no money. no sleep. no books.
no one..

ma nahhhhhh

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 03:58:17 GMT

Hello there, how you doin'?
I've got all these thoughts just floating through my brain
They bump and they collide and cause a flurry of confusion
And it's getting on my nerves
I try to hold myself together
fighting off this mental weather when I can (sometimes I do)
But this shitstorm's never ending
And the atmospheric pressure's calling for rain

This is what I've got going on
This is where I belong tonight

pushin me away

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 05:27:13 GMT

What to say about 2008 as it comes to an end
MANY ups, but I think for the most part it was a downer
-matt and ryan all summer
-moving to boston

two I will remember most. the amazing times we all had together, and the shift we all felt when hannah and i moved to boston
now leaving us with close to nothing
I think I can come to accept that nothingness, because of the change of pace the end of my year has endured. although i'm not pumped on emmanuel, i am pumped on boston life in general.
i'm heading into the new year with a best friend that i laugh with constantly, and talk with about poopy shitters and life in general.
with 2009 comes the beginning of a long journey with the only person i want to be with
and i can see only happiness
and love

I am human and I need to be loved

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 00:43:32 GMT

-sitting in michael's guest room staring at the ceiling
-playing chess for hours
-watching rushmore 5 times in a row
-making really big drawings of my interpretations of the music i am listening to
-and editing videos

is the story of my life this past week

ps- love the fact that all my clothes are frozen at my house, so I've been wearing my wicked cute PINKERTON ACADEMY CLASS OF 08 SHIRT
i rule, end of story
goodbye world.

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 04:05:08 GMT

theres something about the look in your eyes
something i noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that i was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

if you feel the same way, then how can we be friends?

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 04:21:25 GMT

You know what, fuck it
I feel like I'm giving up, too. why me?

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:19:43 GMT

I'm a modern girl, but I fold in half so easily
when I put myself in the picture of success

Cancer man dead and Mulder abducted. what am I going to do now.

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 01:15:47 GMT

Summer I'm lost in a wonderful trance
I drink lots of milkshakes and watch people pass
Through diner windows I see them hold hands
The kids all look beautiful just because they can

Perfecting their tans, showing off their physiques
The boys are all hot and the girls are in heat
I take off my shirt, still my heart's on my sleeve
I can't help but fall for every girl that I see

And the pickup lines are well rehearsed
The sun will melt your just deserts
You'll fall in love
You'll fall head first
That's when you'll learn that summer is the worst

Summer's the worst
Summer love is a scam
But I can't help dreaming of summer romance
My bubbles may burst but that won't hold me back
I've got quite a nerve
I'm giving summer just one more chance

I'm in the crowd looking for a girl
I'm gonna drown looking for a pearl
Show your skin
You might get burned
But all the heat is worth the hurt
We'll fall in love
We'll dive head first
We'll never learn that summer is the worst

Summer's the worst but I'm hanging around
I'll take you to my favorite place to drown
We'll smile and we'll flirt and we'll join in the crowd
I'm lost in the surf
Yeah, summer really gets me down

I guess we'll both just take a number
'Cause a heart's a thing to plunder

1, 2, 3, 4

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 23:50:31 GMT

The currents will drag us away from our love...just keep your head above.

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 05:54:53 GMT

Despite the fact that I have been really sick all weekend, broke my toe on friday....

I needed to meet Nate Ruess, look him in the eyes and tell him how much his music has meant to me through the years. A dream come true
I needed to sway and scream to Andrew McMahon's lyrics as he pounded on his piano, sweat dripping off of his face

I needed tonight. I'm okay
"I swim for brighter days, despite the absence of sun, choking on salt water, I'm not giving in...swim"

you're eating my heart away and there's nothing much left of me

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:48:00 GMT

i drank your wine and you have made your work mine
so won't you be fair?
i don't want no more of you so won't you be kind to me
just let me go where i have to go there
trouble oh trouble move away
i have seen your face and its too much for me today
trouble oh trouble cant you see
you have made me a wreck now wont you leave me in my misery
i've seen your eyes and i can see deaths disguise hanging on me
i'm beat i'm torn shattered and tossed and worn too shocking to see
trouble oh trouble move from me
i have paid my debt now wont you leave me in my misery
trouble oh trouble please be kind
i don't want no fight and i haven't got a lot of time

rule number 1

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 22:55:50 GMT

.............................hellooo

karl marx once wrote that "religion is the opium of people". what is the new opium of people?

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 16:52:11 GMT

Love could very possibly be these things

i love love i love being in love i don't care what it does to me

I love the night flying over these city lights

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 17:02:20 GMT

If you'd stay we could do many things, Ernesto,but only if you'd stay

I didn't like the sound of that

What do you want me to say? That I’m going to wait for you?

I told you I’m coming back

Yes, i have the dog as proof

You didn't like it?

What do you want Ernesto, what do you want to hear? That I’m going to wait forever, that I’ll wait for months and months till you come back?

What's going on? What do you want? What do you want?

I'd like you to stay like this forever. Quiet. I want to look at you, cause I’m not going to see you for a long time. Of course I’m going to wait for you, but please don't take an eternity

And how long is an eternity?

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 04:42:28 GMT

waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 00:00:00 GMT

really, i'm just sad and i want to go home

love always remains.

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 03:23:11 GMT

We have got each other I'd say that's enough. so come on, come on.....come on

I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 00:14:48 GMT

sooooo
Hannah's 21st birthday party.... let's think of some highlights
-playing darts for hours with peter and austin
-hannah AND chris both making out with thomas
-helium balloon
-annies peace pasta
-the triforce cake
-goldshlagger, jim beam, captains, and an abundance of beer
-burning austin's arm with a cigarette......12 times
-austin burning my arm with a cigarette...7 times
-the huge scars from above activities
-piercing peter's ear with a dart
-hannah passing out by 11:30pm hardcore
-taking pictures of hannah passed out
-walking to austin's at 4am and running into a crazy black guy who was threatening to kill people
-listening to every single modest mouse song and singing along
-red and blue powerade
-burn brothers!
-wearing mike powers shoes to walk to austin's because my shoes were locked in hannah's room
-getting to sleep in an actual bed for once in my life
-having to use 5 bandages to try and fix my arm
-hangover specials
-sleeping all day

Overall I would say it was a success